How is that I can love you the way I do, when I hardly even know you.
I have watch you from afar, wanting , yearning for the chance to hold you .
Questioning my every move, wondering if you saw the true feelings I had for you.
I asked myself many times why I allowed my heart to care, you didn’t even know I was there.
How could I be such a fool , and be so damn drawn to you.
Many times I had been hurt in the past, my times I prayed for a love to last,
But never did I dream I would fall for a man who didn’t even know me at all.
Is this the ultimate punishment I am inflicting on myself. To have my heart ache for someone I will never have.
How could this be, how could I fall so hard for a man who has no desire for me?
What am I to do, should I keep on loving you, or should I push my feelings to the side, and run and hide?
Should I tell you how I feel, should I let you know that I am real. The women you have searched for your whole life long is ready to love you and give you everything you need, should I say this , or keep it hidden out of fear you’ll reject me?
To see you in the room and feel my body crave you, it’s unbearable at times because I just wanna tell you.
I wanna scoop you up in my arms and never let you go. I wanna take all your pain away, and give you that woman you could love tell your dieing day. I wanna hold you on those dark nights when you don’t know just what to do, I wanna give all my love to you.
I see you struggle with the emotions you have, but I can’t reach out for you,. And it kills me inside to know I can fix your pain. So my mind and my heart keep playing games.
He feelings I have for you , no one could deny their true, but I can’t tell you.
It would crush me deep inside if I told you I loved you and you brushed me aside. So I am ok with loving you from afar, hoping and praying someday you’ll look my way and see the woman before you and realize I’m the one he made for you.